Well,it's already new year so hello,1.01.2012 and I'm now unofficially 17.haihh,2011 has now become the past in my life. As far as possible,I don't really want to remember what had occured along 2011.Too many bitter memories.So I just want to start with my new determination
Regarding my studies.
In this 2012,I'll be havin SPM.The most important thing that will decide my life journey.So,I want to fix myself.No more what we call 'hanky-panky',I need to improve my grade specially on my addmath and chemistry since I'm quite weak in both subjects.So,I'll work hard.Starting this year,I want to spend almost of my time studying.So tvee,will only been watched on Tuesday.Every Friday,I'll spend time at the library after attending addmath tuition and repeat form four addmath's classes on Sunday night and on Thursday will be my stay-back-time-at-school to do some revisions.This time,I promised myself that I would not want to waste my time anymore.I just want the best future and make my parents proud to own a daughter likee me. :)
Regarding my love
heh,what's with this topic laa.hmphh speaking about love,I've been in love before but who would have thought that actually the love was actually give me absolutely nothing except tears,pain and hatred.Semuanya sifat mazmummah. So,on 2012,I'm trying to be more chill and relaxed.I dont wanna involve myself in love again or maybe ever.It just such a waste of time.Maybe if I'm 'googling' the guys just for fun would be okay kot.But one for sure,no more love.Besides,no one would want to look at me.Sokay laa,Love will actually comes itself one day.Just wait patiently.Now is time to focus on studies not focus on stupid puppylove. :)
Regarding my life
Oh,time to build a whole new life.I mean happy life.I just want to enjoy my teen's life doing everything that would make me happy not anything that would make me sad or make me think likee I'm a kind of an adult. Wayy tedious an unhealthy.So let's change my perspective on life.Be more cool and rational not emotional. Be patient and just ignore the haters.Likee nuna said, 'Just give a smirk smile to the ones who hate me'..haha. :).
p/s : I just wanna live a life that I'll be truly proud of and Let just the past stay as only past ;D
